About

I have lived many lifetimes within this one.

In the past, I would reject my softness & feminine energy, as I believed it made me weak. I was filled with rage and fear. Heavy substances controlled me.

I oscillated between hyper independence and success, or codependency and an inability to show up in any capacity for myself. My body expressed these struggles, creating a barrier between myself and freedom to move and play with ease.

Eventually, I imploded under the immense self-imposed pressure to be someone functional. The subtle yet pervasive self rejection of “healing work”. I sat upon the literal precipice, exhausted, hopeless and seriously contemplating which way I wanted to go out.

I needed to learn what self love looks like. How to show up when its fucking HARD. When you can’t get out of bed. How to shift my energy state to transmute the warrior energy pitted against myself. I stopped identifying with trauma. I stopped trying to “heal.” I prioritized my physical health. I learned the difference between protecting my boundaries vs honoring them. I found beauty in the process. In the holding of the shadows vs. fighting them. I became softer with myself, I became softer with others.

I discovered the ability to play with embodiment and how it teaches us our own willpower over our state. I found the control in releasing control.

The woman you will meet today is gentler with herself, allowing her to be gentle with you. I welcome the shadows as they arise, no longer fight them. Shine light and love onto them. I find solace in my own embrace.

I create safe containers to allow myself and others to feel, flow, and create within. To allow the sacred wild feminine energy to burn through layers of distortion to unveil truth and love.